My mom was my best friend, and I lost her.
My mom was my best friend, and I lost her. Details
My mom died last month but it feels like it’s been forever. It’s like I’m stuck in a nightmare that I can’t wake up from. Every day I wake up thinking she’ll magically reappear but then I have to remind myself she’s really gone.
I don’t know when this is supposed to get easier. People tell me to take it a day at a time but what do they know? My mom is dead, how am I supposed to just “get over” that? I only feel like things are getting worse; each day is just another day without her.
I would do anything to just have one more day with her, or for her to give me a sign that she’s watching over me. People tell me she’s always with me, but I need something to make me believe. I don’t even know how I feel anymore, besides numb. It just sucks. I wish I could go back in time, or wake up from this nightmare…anything other than living without her.